Crossroads

Have you ever looked back on a crossroads in your life and wondered if you took the wrong path? I wonder all the time if things would be easier,  or if I'd be happier if I'd have done things differently years ago. I'm guessing most people wonder about these things. I think I'm at a crossroads now, and things are as hazy and unclear as they were back then. Right now I'm wishing there was somebody out there, like there used to be, I could really use some guidance,  advice, or even some vague direction.  Yep, I'm drunk and watching sepia tone videos from the 90's. I'm depressed and wondering if this is really all there is. Don't worry. I'm not going to do anything drastic. I can tread water a really long fucking time. But maybe that's the real problem. Later Freaks